Life can be good sometimes

Mood: Happy, Down

I had so much fun again lately with some games.

Yeah, I have been playing multiple games and that's how I cope with my stress and depression. It helps me a lot, especially during my hard times.

When I play a game, I have a moment where I don't give any fuck about my problem. Literally, zero fucks given.

It's not that I don't try to find solutions. You know, some unpleasant situations are not easy to solve, and you can only live with them. It's like you don't have any other option. Your only option is just to 'sabar' and carry on and wait for a miracle to come because no matter how hard you try, you're still stuck with it because of 'some' stupid reason that I can't explain. If I say it, I will get canceled. LMFAO!

So yeah, gaming is how I cope when I have to deal with the unpleasant situation. I mean, if it's not harming anyone and myself, and I still can do my chores, work, responsibility, and function normally, then who cares if I'm having fun playing games.

New Glasses

I bought some new glasses recently because I HAD TO have several backups.

My right eye is really fucked up and I can only see shadow. My left eye is way better tho. But it gives me an unbalanced vision which causes so much headache and dizziness.

My left eye is only -2 when my right eye is -5. Can you imagine how unbalanced my vision is! Not to mention that I had cylinder on both eyes too!

I'm not a person who are good at taking care of stuff like glasses. I'm very clumsy when it comes to it. But I now aku nyerah karena mataku udah bener-bener nggak kuat.

So I end up owning 3 glasses and currently wanting to buy 1 more. For what? For... Well, I'm clumsy. They will break one by one eventually, so with my eyes condition I feel like it's a MUST to have several backup glasses.